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[22 Feb 2005|08:08pm] |
new lj....
www.livejournal.com/users/burn_silhouette!
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[20 Feb 2005|04:16pm] |
i really dont know how i survive my greek family.. they are nutty.
but im still alive.. somehow.
congrats USF and UCF on getting frist.
i got to play catch with a handycap kid.. he is very nice.. and funny, so i guess the family gathering was a little better than the rest of them have been.
someone like this kid can teach one person so much about life. also, how greatful we should be.
<bang!3
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[17 Feb 2005|02:18pm] |
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hannah and i
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[16 Feb 2005|10:18am] |
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those are from matthew..
he drove down here to give them to me, and leave.. no joke..
he is super sweet.
<3
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[10 Feb 2005|08:58pm] |
.i love long intellectual talks with jayme neff and joel rudolph.
.i love telling matthew i can beat him up, even though i cant.
.i love being able to do splits now.
.i love talking to justin, and hearing his steller accent.
.i love my friends.
.i love my family ( for the most part).
.i love the way things are turning out.
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[08 Feb 2005|05:35pm] |
im going into the navy.
the papers are getting signed a week from thursday!
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[02 Feb 2005|09:02pm] |
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i am </3 he is <3 hahha
<3: awww...
<3: sorry that took a while
<3: i wasnt by the comp...
<3: whos your drill writer
</3: ron (the guy who does paradigm
<3: ohh..ron comfort?
</3: yes
<3: i cant wai tto get my fag bag! :)
</3: haha lol i cant wait to give you it!
<3: hehe....are you gonna be ok to perform saturday
</3: idk.. but im going to..
<3: so i found out usf is riding w/ the knights to alabama
</3: haha! cool
</3: you should ask *****CANT SEE THIS PART******
<3: lol...i dont know who he is
</3: he is the one with LOOOOOOONG hair
<3: ewww...
</3: it reminds me of repunzal ( haha i cant spell))
<3: lol..i wanna cut his hair off
</3: haha you don teven know joshy and i talk of doing it 24-7
<3: lol....
<3: its been like that forever...
</3: yes
<3: i think its time for a change..i should give him a makeover
</3: HAHA YES YOU SHOULD!
<3: he wont let me touch his hair..he doesnt even know me
</3: when he is a slepp on the bus, you should give hima cute emo boy ahir cut! and
</3: and
</3: make him look all cute.. but he is not cute.. but you know
<3: lol...and then after that get shot by usf
</3: evey little thing can help
</3: haha!
</3: no i shall be yoru sheild
<3: i think i should sit w/ matt
<3: lol
</3: haha keep him safe for me!
<3: lol...i'll keep josh off of him
</3: hahah!
</3: josh went to their practice tonight to try and make out with him!
<3: w/ who? matt
<3: ?
</3: yes
<3: i think thats so funny
<3: i wanted my own seat..i gues i wont be getting it
</3: :-(
<3: i know..i'm soo bitter
</3: haha no i would be the same.
</3: haha i just talk to josh
</3: i told him our plan on how to cut donals hair
</3: haha
<3: lol...
<3: i'll be sure to get a weed wacker
</3: HAHA!!
I LOVE YOU <3
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[01 Feb 2005|12:47pm] |
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well its 12:47, and im at home.
i went to the hospital last night at about 9. i didnt get out till about 1.
i hate being sick. BUT idk as long as ill be fine to preform on saturday at colonial, which i know ill push through and do!
i was soo dehydrated that i could not eat or drink anything without puking it back up..
and they had much bloodwork to do. Ill find out today i hope what the results are.
we are getting our uniforms this week for guard.. IM VERY EXCITED!
im not going to school tomorrow either.. "doc. orders"
but thursday IM GOING BACK! i hate missing all those days... it SUCKS!
i have to stay with my godmother friday night.
BUT im quite excited, my dad and mom are both goiung to be doing things
( not togather my mom with her b/f mike, and my dad for work)
and i cant stay alone beucase i haev been sick..
( says the parents) but i can understand.
so drill team is going back to 3 days a week... which is quite nice!!!!
ill actually have 2 whole days OF NOTHING! i dont know what i will be doing with my time!
but matthew is on his way down ... so i need to try to not look at crappy as i am right now..
i dont liek people seeing me look all dead like.... ( well at least that is how i feel..
<bang!3
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[31 Jan 2005|01:20pm] |
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eric im soo happy for you... and her!
oh and.... just because they are the offspring of a family friend does not mean they are not creepy!
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[26 Jan 2005|09:29pm] |
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ok so, i seriously have not been myself the past few weeks..
now that i step back, i can see this.
im sorry to all... i really am.
but im back foo's.
andrea i totally thought of you today, because i heard st.petes old guard song on my way to church!
i thought it was quite exciting.
i really miss chilli... its so hard when the person you are the very clostest to and knows every aspect of you, in and out, is so so so far away.
last night at 8:30, she told me ( no not chilli someones who name i dare not say) told me she was pregnate.. i could not beleive it..
17! wont be 18 for another 6 months! and she is 5 months in... she was the girl next door...
we grew up togather best friends when we were 14. we even did the church musicals togather.
she lives all of 2 blocks away. we have not really sopken since we were 14, but i picked her up from night school becuase her grandparents asked me to ( thats who she lives with.)
and we went and god dinner, and she did my hair ( braded it)and told me..
i could never tell becuase she always has on ginormous jackets and such.
i told her i will always be here for her. and i will.
justin called me at 10:00 last night. we spoke till just under 11. it was nice..
i kinda needed to get things out...
i really wish i would not have missed chilli's call.
it made my heart crush.
i miss her so much. i cant wait till i go up there.
she sounded soo upet in her message, i wish i was not at practice so i could speak with her.
but crap happens i suppose. we shall speak soon though, i know we will!
the girl is my life.
church tonight was really cool. ash finally came! she missed it.. which is a great thing!
even though i was great by michael chadwick giving me a "wet-willie" it was nice.
i miss that mean boy.
it was nice seeing sam as well...
him and i kinda broke even tonight. it was soo awesome.
and kat... i miss her and kellee ( i think thats how she is currently spelling it) like mad crazy.
after school today joey made my day i was walking back to the band room, from my car.. and he yelled MADI! come give me a hug i love you..
and with him... i know like idk... its soo strange like i can see the world in this kids eyes..
him and i are going to work on the song i wrote tomorrow so maybe we can do it at the next big FCS meeting.. i hope it works out.
this is such a long entry.. its kinda exciting.
im sure i have all kinds of type-o's sorry guys.. thats if you are still reading it.
mac was not up when i went to get her this am. and never came.. i hope she is alright.
i have a tag day sunday afternoon.. kinda dreading it too. oh well.. $ for me... and less $ for gaurd dues..'
but im off, i will ttyl
<bang!3
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[23 Jan 2005|12:42pm] |
being at the top of the class that you just got premoted into in guard, and this being the first time you have competed againced the guards, is the best feeling the world.
country drill was stellar..
"CT pride" fools!
we took first in all events but P.T. we got 3rd. but who cared.. thats 6 events we took first in!
holla!
univ. mall with hannah today.
seeing matthew as well..
ttyl
<bang!3
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[16 Jan 2005|05:12pm] |
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so i totally got pulled over at 4am for speeding on the causeway.
with 2 underage girls with me...
thanks guard!
lol..
REMINDER TO SELF:!
never go to usf at 3am to take matthew home!
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[14 Jan 2005|02:24pm] |
wow!
well today started of great...
i saw matthew before school.
i went to school only for county to be canceled.. which was bad.. but it worked out for the best
drama meeting went well.
then came fcs.. i was kinda not looking forward to it at first..
but oh my goosh!!
the meeting was the best thing ever..
it what i and a few others needed...
the drama went soo well.. people just lost their insides even josh.
as the meeting went on we kinda did a prayer request type but we had people put their heads down and if they needed prayer, they would raise their hand..
so they would not have to be ashamed.
there were like 10 people that were crying, and like i could feel all this awesome energy! it was great
and joey... wow kid, well he is like the same age as me but you know..))
i really dont know what i would do with out you..
your are going to change the world...!! thank you so much for helping me through all that fcs stuff with josh.. if it were not for you, i would have left!!
you are a modern day profit.....
friends and family show tonight for guard.. at the b-ball courts at plumb elm.
8 o'clock! be there..
premier 1 tomorrow @countryside high we go on at like 7:30 i think.. so be there at like 7:15....12$
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[09 Jan 2005|06:33pm] |
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i.hate.stuck.up.parents.with.stuck.up.kids..and.i.hate.how.they.ruin.it.for.everyone.when.there.kid.got.less.than.the.punishment.they.deserve.
GO TAKE A HAND ON IT!
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[01 Jan 2005|02:02pm] |
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leave lots of love.. because we love you!
<bang!3
( hannah and i... )
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[30 Dec 2004|11:46am] |
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i really hate when 15 yr. olds who think they are all tuff try to call me fake.. GROW UP YOUR 15! YOUR TOO OLD TO DO THAT BS! and im too old to deal with it!
arg!
if anyone is wondering what im speaking of check my myspace....
<bang!3
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[29 Dec 2004|02:02pm] |
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| ok.. so yesterday ( as copy adn pasted from xanga..) |
[28 Dec 2004|11:19am] |
today has been tres fun!
i got kelly mac and we went to BCF and i got totally rad shoes.. that matt met up later on..
matt is bad a directions... and i dont know how he made it home to orlando with not getting lost lol
i have many pics i will post later on here...
today mac, matthew and i went to the mall.. target and jamba juice..
then he went to see brittanys b-ball game..
then he went back to orlando and we talked the most of his trip home..
JOE FROM TEN13-C CALLED! it was soo random! he wants me to call him when i get up there friday maybe he will come to UCF's practice..
i miss him and his brother! and mickey mouse pancakes!
joe and i decided to keep up the phone calls... it was a fun time.
they are going to try to get another show down here....
but kelly mac is sleeping over for an M&M sleep over...
today was soooo grand....
there will be many more days to come like this one .
<bang!3
magdalene-alexandra
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